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AT On... False Barriers

8_6_2007-confessional.jpgYesterday, we overheard a fellow earnest person talking about biodiesel and diesel hybrids, and the discussion quickly turned to a laundry list of European car models unavailable to us in the backwards US of A. His similarly well-intentioned friend was reading a book about genetically engineering algae to produce fuel oil. And I should mention that we were on a plane while this was all happening... an especially ironic setting for a discussion about sustainability.

Quite frankly, I found myself first annoyed, and then annoyed that I was annoyed: either of these people could easily have been me! Now, I drive a diesel car; when I lived in Boston, I drove half an hour to support one of the first publicly available biodiesel pumps in Massachusetts, and, in general, I try to keep an open mind to any and all attempts to live a greener life. And what, you ask, does this have to do with the home?

 
 

I think we're all guilty of erecting false barriers, like my fellow plane passenger, who stated that he would only go green by buying a diesel car that gets over 70 miles per gallon AND is a hybrid. Or his companion, who looked at a diesel car and didn't buy it because "it didn't pencil out economically." Or, I must confess, like me.
We make lots of choices every day, but the easiest of all is to, in effect, not make a choice: to just go on doing things the way we always have. Home, in some ways, is the environment that we construct to reinforce these choices, to make everyday life possible without stopping to think about every single thing that we are doing.
Thinking about the false barriers to driving a more energy efficient car got me thinking: what do I do that's contradictory to my own beliefs? For one, I have a nasty paper towel habit, because while I don't mind spending $10 for a supersize pack of white Target big rolls, blessedly free of gaudy ducks, flowers, and homespun sayings, what it's really about is my resistance to keeping the rags clean and folded.
So, there you have it: nobody's perfect, least of all us. Now: it's your turn for confessions... and resolutions.
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On biodiesel - is it worth driving the price of corn, and everything that depends on it, through the roof?

My vote is no.

posted by boomer on August 6th 2007 at 10:02am
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Boomer, You can easily convert your diesel car to burn used cooking oil. Thats right! Use waste to fuel your car! There are no toxic additives either- it's used oil from cooking and therfore food safe! The only way to do better is not to drive.

posted by michael d bailey on August 6th 2007 at 10:35am
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my confession is that even though i grow my own produce, compost, cook at home, champion adaptive reuse by living in a really old house, buy second hand furniture, ride my bike to work, have a degree in energy conservation and design, etc et al:

i still buy lots of cheap new clothes (made in china/taiwan/india) from tjmaxx, the mall, and target, instead of more judiciously buying expensive locally made organic items and simply buying them less often.

i buy shoes wherever i can get some i like, disregarding where or how they were made.

i still cling to my small SUV to bring home my craigslist furniture and my home depot plywood.

posted by lindsey kathlene on August 6th 2007 at 11:03am
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My confession is that I bouight a 5 years old SUV instead of a new hybrid. even with a third of the gas milegae, the new hybrid would have taken 15 years to balance out economically. Even the difference between buying a new hybrid compared to a comparable traditional car would take about ten years to recoup at current prices

On the other hand, I am a reusing a car instead of adding a new on to the road. Seeing as a approximately half of the CO2 emission from a car come from it's production and demolition, over all it could be said that I am actually impacting the environmental less by driving a SUV than if I had bought a new car...

posted by phaedrus on August 6th 2007 at 12:54pm
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i collect plastic shopping bags, scrap materials, etc. for re-use or recycle but i've been guilty of just taking an entire collection out to the trash on days when i am making a needed clean sweep of the house...

resolution - make good on my intentions before i find an excuse to avoid them altogether

ps. a small addition to michael's comment about vegetable oil as fuel - just remember to follow appropriate fuel taxation laws to avoid possible penalties in the future.

posted by anklestar on August 6th 2007 at 1:08pm
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My Confession -
Even though I am normally a very good walker/user of public transportation, the past few days it's been so hot here in dc that I've taken out the car and driven the 5 blocks to the grocery store. Twice. I felt really guilty about it, but it was so hot and the thought of lugging all the grocerys back through the heat just...I know, it was terrible, I promise I won't do it again. Walking with heavy objects builds muscle and character. On a brighter note, since moving down here the car really only gets used about once a week to go out to the suburbs for various shopping needs - I can get everywhere else by foot or by metro - yay for urban living!

posted by Rosie on August 6th 2007 at 3:41pm
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I think it is ok to have some eco-"flaws." I believe that if we really want the green lifestyle to work on a mass level, we need to make things as accesible as possible. Most normal people wont be perfect. They'll have a paper towel habbit, use disposable diapers, or drive their car to the store when they could walk instead. If we emphasize doing little bits at a time, more people will be willing to participate in a greener lifestyle.

My flaw by the way, is a shoe obsession. Yes, I have WAAY too many shoes. :)

posted by supapfunk on August 6th 2007 at 5:49pm
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Aerosol hairspray is my sustainability kryptonite. The cheaper, the better. Nothing works like the rattle cans. My addiction started in my young, punk-rockin, liberty-spiked and mohawked days which, ironically, also sparked most of my interest in environmentalism. Now my quarter-life crisis has me wearing a 'hawk, and i'm hooked again. I don't try to hide it though. I leave the giant cans of Aqua Net and Rave in plain view in the bathroom. The first step is admitting you have a problem.

posted by kristenasaurus on August 7th 2007 at 7:04am
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With a shift to biodiesels, perhaps we can get out of the tricky practice of government subsidies for farms.

And loving (as JonathanB points out) the irony of an eco-fuel discussion happening on a JET AIRPLANE.

posted by patrick (the other one) on August 7th 2007 at 9:37am
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Re farm subsidies: a friend of mine bought a retreat in upstate NY. It involves quite a few acres of field. After buying it, she discovered it was subsidized because--good grief!--she wasn't growing corn! She went to the appropriate govt agency and told them it was a weekend place, and of course she wasn't going to grow corn, ever, ever, and that she shouldn't get a subsidy. They insisted so adamently on paying her that she now pays off her mortgage with the money. Insane?

posted by Aulaire on August 15th 2007 at 5:08am
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I live in what would be considered a McMansion. I'm getting a rain barrel this week.

posted by labchick on August 17th 2007 at 10:24am
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